Monday, October 23, 2017

Mixed Emotions

My life just feels very boring right now. I am doing the same old thing every single day. It is a routine and I am kind of sick of it. Plus I am just getting sick and tired of the work and I hate it. I feel so behind in this class and that is always my downfall with any of my writing classes. I was great in the beginning. Going to the writing center for every paper and getting the help I need while also going to class. Now I am kind of falling behind and just so so tired that I need a break or I could break down. It was really just this last paper that got me really bad. I suck at thinking of ideas and I then I overthink everything and it is my downfall. But I am getting back on track now because it is very important that I do.
But I am also very happy because I finally soloed in an airplane on Thursday. It was a beautiful day, I was landing that airplane like no problem and it was amazing. So my instructor was just like alright if you land this one as well then you are going to solo. I did and then I got to land that airplane by myself the next three times. I just felt so good about myself that I finally got to fly after a couple weeks of bad weather and it just went perfect. This is my major and I feel like I am finally getting somewhere and am progressing. I was so excited as well that I called my grandparents and my mom and dad right after. I posted it everywhere and the comments of support just made me feel so good about myself. I really needed that though because everything was stressing me out and I needed that one amazing thing to make everything just a little better. I am just feeling great and I love my major. 


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