Well, I need to get my shit together stat. I am starting to fall off my routine. I was doing so well, starting the homework as soon as I got it, getting help with anything I needed, and actually going to all my classes. Now I am just blah. I just want to stay at home chillin' and sleeping. I am starting to just not care anymore and I hate it. I want to try and I want to continue to do well in school but some things are just harming me and I cannot handle it.
But I am starting to feel better about myself. I have always had problems and sometimes it is worse at certain times but it is always there.
I also want a tattoo. I love them and will probably be covered in them when I am older. I really want this one quote "Que sera, sera" which means whatever will be, will be. I feel that just really related to me especially where I am now because whatever happens, happens. I cannot control everything in my life so I am just going with the flow. Especially in my life right now because I am just trying to get through things and hearing thing song really means something great to me.
I do hate that people judge tattoos. Or even some jobs will not hire based on if you have tattoos or not. I feel now it is more relaxed and they just want ones that can be covered or just not offensive which does make sense. But some people are still way too judging when it comes to tattoos. But that is why I have been waiting on tattoos because I want and will need a job and I do not want to be turned away just because I got a tattoo.
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